wow! i haven't updated in a LONG time...well nothing really new im still grounded....ummm i jus got back from church camp with my sister...that was pretty fun i had a lot more fun then i thought i would've...and me and my sister didn't fight which if you kno the relationship between my sister and i you would think that was pretty AMAZING but then we got back to her house and we got in a big fight ....so yea i dono....but yea for the past couple days we have been wakin up pretty early cuz heather has a paper route....:( its VERY tireing!!! or however you spell that i really don't care....but yea well im gonna go....i will write more later pEaCe EaSy

.:*princess ashley*:.

- do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? you don't want to smile, or fake being happy. but at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong. there isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. if you could get anything in the world, it would be to be alone. people have stopped being comforting, and being alone never was. at least when you're alone, no one is constantly asking you what is wrong. there isn't anyone who won't take i don't know for an answer. you feel the way you do just because. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you be able to be yourself again, but until then, all you can do is wait.

- so here i sit looking at the traffic lights. the red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites. i want to run away. i want to ditch my life. because all of my mistakes keep me awake at night.

- the truth may hurt, but your lies kill me.

- suicide. a permanant solution. a temporary problem.

- everyday seems the same to me. i sit around and think about how alone i feel. then i wind up enjoying loneliness cause it's the comfort of being sad. sometimes i feel so right and sometimes i'd like to be around noone for ten straight years. i know this feeling can't bring me places. i know i'm losing lots of ground, but to keep up means to get up. why does it have to be the world keeps on changing while i just stay the same?

- a young girl cries in my ear. her heart tries not to break. she holds her own, but indecision makes her shake. she's got so much left to give. all her thoughts and all her dreams. reminding me how fast the time is passing by.

- throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike any other. the one you can talk to forever. they understand you in a way that no one else does or ever could. they're your soul mate and best friend. once you find this person, don't ever let them go.

- everyday seems the same to me. i sit around and think about how alone i feel. then i wind up enjoying loneliness cause it's the comfort of being sad. sometimes i feel so right and sometimes i'd like to be around noone for ten straight years. i know this feeling can't bring me places. i know i'm losing lots of ground, but to keep up means to get up. why does it have to be the world keeps on changing while i just stay the same?

- do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? you don't want to smile, or fake being happy. but at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong. there isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. if you could get anything in the world, it would be to be alone. people have stopped being comforting, and being alone never was. at least when you're alone, no one is constantly asking you what is wrong. there isn't anyone who won't take i don't know for an answer. you feel the way you do just because. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you be able to be yourself again, but until then, all you can do is wait.

- she just sat there crying on her bed holding her phone. she was waiting for his call, but at the same time, she knew it would never come

- i want to be that girl he's scared to lose. the one that he can't walk away from knowing shes mad at him. the one who he can't fall asleep without her voice being the last one he hears. the one he wouldn't know what to do without.

- she slammed the door, closed the windows, and blasted her music so no one could hear her cry herself to sleep.

- a tear rolled down her cheek and landed on her lips. he reached up and wiped it away with his gentle finger tip. her face was red from crying. he held her so tight with everything he had. he didn't let her go until she was no longer sad. listened to every word she said and showed her that he cared. he told her that he loved her and let her know that he'd be there. listened to her heartbeat and smiled as he hugged her. he did all of these things because he truely loved her.